When trees let go of their leaves in fall, it’s also a time for me to let go. And I ask myself: What am I afraid of? What’s still holding me back? Preventing me to live up to my highest potential? In prayer and meditation I have tried to forgive everyone and everything, and move on. But did I really forgive myself? Or am I still holding on to my very own fear?
The fear, not being the best I could be.
The fear, not doing the best I could do?
Am I holding on to my fear, holding on to my human imperfection, trying to control reality?
Well, if I know one thing for sure, it’s the fact that no one can control reality. It’s just beyond human capability.
Instead, I ask for help and pray: